mothafuckaaaa i’m illlllllllllllllllllll
welcome back summer!!!
obsessed. this is definitely how i’m feeling lately..
Today sucked. A year ago today was the best Valentines Day of my life. Mikey did the sweetest things for me that day that I’ll never forget. I still have the presents and card he gave me, I look at them everyday. I never got a better present in my life than that card. It made me cry. If only it were true.. I miss this more than anything. ugh.. </3
bahaaa snooki meatballlll!
so this past weekend was Dylans 18th Birthday and Reginas 21st birthday. Regina, Kevin, Ryan, Dustin, Melanie, Mike, Tiffany, Sal, Heather, Brian and I went to Vermont for the weekend to a gorgeous house and partied for four days straight. It was a lot of fun. I really wish Dylan was here to celebrate it with us. He was looking forward to it so much and he would’ve been so happy but I know he’s watching down on us from Heaven and all that we did for him made him smile. I really hate how depressed I get after trips though. I miss everyone and I just wish I could live those four days over and over again. We all talked about how we should rent out the house haha. That would be a dream come true. I wish I actually knew people that would be down for doing something like that for real. Lame. Well I need another vacation already so hopefully it won’t be too far away from now.
its been a while
i’ve decided i’m going to start using this again :)
“ The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it.
— Anonymous
Seeing Stars
From the moment they met she was seeing stars
Each spot of light suspended above them
Counting the days until they collided like out of control cars
And as the years passed she only started to collect dust
No longer new, just another item on his shelf, left there to rust
Beat down, broken, used and worthless to him
Thats when the specks of sun started to dim
She tried all she could to bring back the vibrance they had lost
She was willing to get it back, no matter the cost
She fought past the bruises and the tears
Until he finally gave her stars but only the ones she had feared
Her head hit the floor, blood poured out from her lips, she had lost the fight
The specks left in the pitch black sky had died on that very night
A battle from start to finish, both near and far
And until the moment he left her she was seeing stars